Avoiding life, avoiding making any concrete plans for your life-that's just one way you're pretending you can keep bad things from happening to you again.
Even when you know something bad will
happen, you still might not see it coming.
I'm lost in space and I want to find a way home. Nobody else can get me back to the planet, so I have to do it myself.
Some things can be fixed. Some things are just too broken.