A Quote by Albert Camus
And never have I felt so deeply at one and the same time so detached from myself and so present in the world.
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My mom always brought home a present once a week for all of us. We never felt like we ever needed anything. We never felt poor. So I never felt I had to go out and do something wrong to get money.
I felt that I was not, never had been and never would be a living part of this overpoweringly solid and deeply meaningful world around me.
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