A Quote by Larry Kramer
I was at Yale from 1953 to 1957, and I tried to commit suicide in my freshman year because I was gay, and I thought I was the only person in the school who was. I was just totally and utterly miserable.
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It's better to have a gay life of it than to commit suicide.
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