Each time I had five hours of the poison going into me, I just pictured everything that needed to be burned away. I pictured wars, I pictured the things my father had done to me, I pictured brutality, and when it was over, I am light.
My list of things I never pictured myself saying when I pictured myself as a parent has grown over the years.
When I pictured heroin, I pictured some crazy crackhead with no shoes under a bridge. You never think that is going to be you. And it never was me. I was never under a bridge, and I always had shoes.
I guess because I never pictured myself wrestling, I find myself wanting to push every limit possible in this industry.
I had never really pictured myself working in children's ministries. I always figured I would be more comfortable with maybe teens or adult ministries.
I pictured myself as a virus or a cancer cell and tried to sense what it would be like.
I never really pictured myself as an actress.
I never pictured myself as a professional musician.
I had you pictured dead in a pool of blood in front of the fireplace. And now you show up alive, and I want to kill you myself. (Zack)
I never pictured myself being liked by anybody.
I never pictured myself in California. I just thought I would be a character actress in New York on the stage. I never really had that stardom goal; I just wanted to be able to work as an actress and not as a waitress.
I never pictured myself as an entertainer or a superstar or a model or anything like that.
When I pictured myself in the NBA, I always imagined myself with an older guy taking me under his wing.
I never pictured myself as a telenovela galan - never imagined I'd be in a soap opera.
I never pictured myself as a telenovela galan - never imagined Id be in a soap opera.
I pictured myself in a Denver bar that night, with all the gang, and in their eyes I would be strange and ragged and like the Prophet who has walked across the land to bring the dark Word, and the only Word I had was 'Wow!